YOU found God??? That will never happen. As to the erotic photos, that is all you have ever been interested in and you still have a couple of images of me posted. REMOVE THEM PERMANTLY! Forgive me for what? You are a manipulative, alcoholic, abusive (verbal, emotional, and physical)self centered who plays on other people's emotions for your self indulgence. Do you not remember violently shaking me on the kitchen floor and gave me whiplash all b/c I was too drunk to do your 3-some that you repeatedly begged for and even tried cornering me into it a couple of times b/c you just had to have it? Also, you hit me in our driveway, waved a gun around in front of me trying to scare me, choked me down to the ground, through me up against the wall in the carport a few times, threw me around and violently shook me and yelled at me for not fulfilling any of your sick fantasies. And you claim to be "far from violent"? You are a sick individual who refuses to get help and don't you dare bring my father into your sick world and you know nothing about my brother so don't bring him into it either. I heard your dad has had it with you too and wants you out of his house. I don't blame him. You never was one to do things for yourself. You will use anybody including your parents to get what you want the easy way which is sad. I feel sorry for your son too having a father like you. What a role model you are.